I've been job-hunting since my layoff May 31st, the day before my 8 year work anniversary with the company. I worked with a placement agency to tweak my resume. I have searched (and searched and searched) for opportunities with various tools online and directly on corporate, government, and university websites. I've taken online courses to improve various skills and used online tools to review my personality type, work values, etc. as I've considered potential career "transitions". I have tried to do the "right" things and have tried and failed to avoid the "wrong" things - depression, feelings of rejection, bad sleeping and eating habits. I believe I have been pretty honest with myself about all of my activities, good and bad, except in one important area: revealing my authentic self.
Last week, I realized it was time to start pursuing self-employment opportunities since the job offers are not exactly blowing up my inbox. As a start, I attended Martin Brossman's "Growing Your Business with Social Media" workshop sponsored by the Martin Community College Small Business Center. I was not really expecting to learn a lot, since I am fairly familiar with using social media, but in addition to picking up a new tip here or there, I knew this was an opportunity to at least get out of the house and do some real-life, in-person networking. Brossman did an excellent job of using each participant's brief introduction to integrate useful examples into his presentation. He even pulled up my linkedin profile and gave me solid suggestions to tweak it. But the first thing he told me to do was post a blog entry at least once a week and share it on linkedin.
I cringed. Blog? And share it on linkedin? What will I write about? I feel like an "expert" on next to nothing right about now. I have neglected my blog, and all of my online writing activity, for years.
On the drive home (in a strangely early snow flurry, by the way) I thought about why I felt this way, why I was literally afraid to share right now. Part of it is obvious - insecurity is part of the territory for the unemployed. But why wasn't I writing before my layoff? The easy answer is that I was busy. A lot of people think that those of us who work from home have it made in the shade. The truth is that like most of my virtual colleagues, I usually worked more than 10 hours a day, skipping breaks and eating lunch in front of my computer. And I was terribly busy, especially since I made it through the first few post-merger reorganizations which reduced the size of my team and the teams I supported.
I have also attempted to keep my online personas separate - linkedin for my "professional" connections, hubpages for my freelance writing, and facebook primarily for family and real-life friends. I made a few exceptions on facebook, but only for professional colleagues who truly crossed the boundary into friendship, and for a few online writers.
But the truth is, I've been hired for almost every position I've held in the last 15 years or more because of someone who knew me, the real me, warts and all.
That should be no surprise, really. The experts out there in job-hunting land tell us that most opportunities are found by networking rather than responding to online job postings. It has been true in my experience - the only interviews, in fact the only communications other than the automated email acknowledgement, that I have received in my job hunt so far have been because of personal connections and recommendations.
I doubt I will ever be as transparent as one of my favorite bloggers, Glennon Melton at momastery.com. I admire her honesty, her ability to share her whole self with her readers. But my husband would not be as tolerant as Glennon's if I told you everything about our lives. Still, I think it is time in my job hunting strategy to share the process, the lessons I am learning, and more of who I really am. I will probably make some mistakes. I will probably do a lousy job of following the "how to get a job" advice that my placement agency and other career professionals promote. But I bet that I can help someone else on this journey feel more normal. If that is the only good that comes from my writing, then it is enough. That is the kind of "networking" I want to pursue, not just the pursuit of employment, but connections that allow me to serve others.